Jonathan Argueta

Okay, To begin i just want to let everybody know that my grammer isnt very good. I tend to leave out words. So if you dont understand what im trying to say, well im. Well my name is Jonathan Argueta, and i was born in Guatemala. I have a big big well not that big family but i do have big family. I have 9 brothers and sisters and my two parents. Thats 6 sisters and 2 brothers. I am the fourth one out the nine. Three of olders ones are all married and have kids. In facts all them might end up having three kids by this year. Even tough im the next one in line, I'm so single and not even close to havings kids. Right im going to Dixie State College. Thats in St. George Utah. Its worm by suprise here, witch is whats i was suspect it to be tough. As some of you who might reads may already know i grew up going to the Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter-days saints. I have been inactive ever since i got out of highschool. I was 16 when want to stop going but since i was leaving my parents i had to go wether i liked it or not. Even theres was time where they let me stay and not go. Some of you might be wondering why i started to be inactive. Well if you must really know, I just started to hangout with the wrong friends. Now you might be saying, you can always come since you not no more. Well Its not just that is just that i dont know what to believe in anymore. But Anyways, lets talk about something else. I have been going to for about a year and a half. It tough but i think im hanging in there. Since im shy, its hard for me to get some help from the teacher. But im been doing my best to get as much help has i can. This semester is a lot easier than last semester. Last Semester i didnt past to my classes. Sometimes i dont think im going to make it just because of that. But i know i got to finish school. Anyways I have been dabating on where to go to school for next year. I dont know why i do this. Last year i was attending Snow College. I regret not staying. I thought since its a was small, hardly nothing to do and well its was just to cold me that i should move. But I actually was doing fine there. Teacher were good, there was some students that i knew, its was just better than where im at right now. I do have people here that i talk to but its not the same. I have been in chair more than anything else there is to do. I blame myself for it. I should just go out and meet some people but its just to hard for me. Well not everything here is that bad. I actaully was attending a spanish class that was sorounding elementry with spanish speaking kids to help them communicate with the teacher a lot better. Its was could experience, so since im not taking the class this semester, i decided to go and just go and volunteer and help with the teacher. Now when i attending the class i actually was helping several teacher during the day. But Now i just help just one teacher just because i just did want to move all over the place. Beside i just they actually seem to be needing the most help since i was actually helping the spanish speaking with whatever she need it help with. I got use to kids there , that i actually go out and play with them during recess. I think that one big reason why i go, so i can have at least some fun. Being with kids some makes me feel great. But sometimes and they make feel annoying. Especially this two spanish girls from the class. They always have to pick up fight and one ends crying. Suprise they come to me so i can here what the problem. The problem with is that i dont know how to fix problems. I just tell them that i want to hear or mess with it. Even the teacher tells them that. Buts there kids its understandable. I dealt with before. Espcially with my little sisters. I try to go to school as much as i can so i can do something other just sit and stair at this computer. Well i dont know i think enough for today? Maybe there can be more but whatever. i probably end up coming back next time will see how i feel.